trip

Went to stonehenge today.
which was one of the seven wonders of the world.


The scenery was very nice. but it was very windy.
winter is near. very near.
the mystery of the rocks is that no one knows how it got to this place.
many people were there visiting the rocks.
basically there was only rocks at the place.
and all we did was listen to the audio thing that explains all the information about stonehenge,
and what we did was take pictures of every angle of the stones.
each angle is different from the other angle.
oh, and we saw pigs on our way to stonehenge.
the pigs were huge and have much more freedom compare to pigs in malaysia.
cleaner too.
we call it free range pigs here.
pigs, chickens here are all free range.
means they are not caged in this tiny 4x4m space.
they roam freely in the field! be chickens here also happier and have so much freedom!
die also can die happier than other types of chicken.

not so good.

I dont know why most of the time after dinner we cant chat happily.
I dont know why most of the nights, we just burst out into tears.
tears not because i miss home.
tears because of us.
sometimes, i dont know what to do when u asked me why dont i talk to u.
whether should i continue looking at u?
whether should i go on and do my things?
maybe you heard a thousand times that i am not such a talkative person.
but i just dont know how to respond to you when we start to talk in a not so happy way.
sometimes i just think that this would not happen if i dint study overseas.
sometimes i just wonder that maybe these arguments wont happen if i dint come to the uk.
i once thought that there won't be any argumeents between us.
but they is no escape, including us.
but i just dont know why, it became worse,
since i came to the uk.
is it because of the time gap?
is it because we are half way around the world apart?
is it because we're 7 hours difference?
is it because of you waiting for me the whole day?
talking to u in the morning just makes me happy.
but i realise its a different story at night.
maybe because you are tired and need to sleep but sometimes i'm still out having dinner which makes you frustrated cause i am not yet back to talk.
so maybe that's how the sad thing started.
i know you want our relationship to continue and be better or something.
and maybe sorry isn't the word you want to hear since i said it a thousand times.
i don't blame you but put myself to blame.
i'm just not good at expressing myself.
i just dont want anything sad to happen.

sincerely sorry darling.

too free

played around with some picture editing stuff i found on the net.
the results turned out to be satisfying. =)
i love polaroids lo.but its costly to own one. =(
so make use of free stuffs on the net.
tomorow's the first day of class.
feeling a little nervous cause i won't be in a class full of asians, but in a class full of guai lous.
quite a big change and challenge for me.
all of us are expected to ask questions, participate, give ideas and self study first before entering class. unlike in m'sia, where most of the students are spoon fed.
cham lo. i very shy one, how to talk in class le?? lols.

I have a street in Bristol!

I know, maybe the pics i taken not nice or too boring or dont have me inside or dont have much colors or too dull or too normal... and I know there are much better things to take pics of in town rather than trees and flowers, but I'll try harder next time k =p

McD Aero McFlurry ice cream. cost 1.19 pounds for a little cup.haha. limited edition one le.




White starbucks! so pretty! so different!

BBC building.

some old ancient few hundred years old church. They are many churches in Bristol. They are everywhere! This was taken on a moving bus, hence the lamp post on the right. I dont know why the building looks senget .



This is Nando's! It cost 6.10 pounds! whilst in M'sia its like 15 bucks for a quarter chic. The side dish is called Ratatouille! seen the rat cartoon? yup, that's it. Damn nice lar.



Bristol used to be a very big harbour. This is called something Brunell.haha. I wasn't listening carefully to what the tour guide had said =x




nice place for drinking beer. No need go Asia Cafe drink la. This place better =x
But don't drink even better.



Last but not least, tadaa......MILK STREET!!! haha.
Wonder why they called it milk street.
Dont know got chocolate street, cake street, ice cream street anot.
This was taken in Cabot Circus. Not a circus though but a shopping street!

sausages everyday.

so here's my random post of how i've been in bristol. still working out on how to put the pics. i'm such a noobie at this blogger thing. Well, Bristol is a nice place. actually most of the places in UK are nice.haha.The weather here sometimes even when the sun is shining, it can be really cold because of the strong wind! i can feel myself flying! lalala~

well, let's start with some pictures as requested by the milkboy.haha, this could get very very random. even title also so random.

On my way to Sainsbury, i saw this familiar car! guess what car is this?

And this is our first home cooked dinner. random food also.got sausages, maggi, fried pork (the pork on the first day damn nice but too salty)and eggs. i only cook the soup. cause my friends are afraid i'll burn the kitchen. But actually the soup is lebih one.

This is what we cooked on the second day (i boiled rice and chop mushrooms only). fried sausages with mushroom and vege with mushroom.

Then on the third night we had fried sausages and pork again! Its like everynight we eat fried sausages. But on the third night we add eggs to the sausage. All three meals add together only cost few pounds. cheap le...i know how to save money one k. We're planning to have bak kut teh for dinner the next time.hahahahaha. Then tomorow's dish of the day is pai kuat!

There goes my first pictured post.haha. Will try my best to post more guai lou and guai mui next time.lolssss..

more than words

Many things is starting to happen to us
and its only the beggining.
i broke your heart many times.
in malaysia and even in the UK.
i dont know what to say to you.
i know saying sorry dont mean anything anymore.
but i still do it.
how stupid am i.
to not know there is this fantastic guy, who is willing to sacrifice
so much for me.
and how silly of me to not appreciate the things that he had done.
sometimes i am thinking whether i deserve such a good person like him.
i want everything between us to go right.
i dont know how to ensure you,
but i'll tell you that i will be with you.
you have to start taking care of yourself k baby.
you have to start loving youself also.
you know what?
you have a habit of talking weird things when you are sleeping.
haha.
i dint know you have such cute habit.
well, im going to town tomorow.
i hope i can get the stuffs that i want.
you know what?
the heel of my black shoe came off yesterday.
i tripped on something on the floor and it just came off.
i think cobblers in UK are not easy to look for.
hence, i will buy a boots for myself to wear,
and also prepare myself for the winter.haha.

well, thats all now for this post.
stay tuned for the next one.

what a day.

I nearly miss the flight to london that day. I went to the wrong terminal, lost my boarding ticket after i checked in, dint know where was my seat, then all of the sudden my ring fell off from my finger. I dint know why i was so clumsy and careless that time, but then i cried when the plane took off.

Reached London Heathrow airport about 6a.m london time, waited for 7 long boring hours in the airport for the university's pickup bus to arrive. couldn't send msges frequently because one msg cost RM4 !!! and a minute off talk time cost RM4.50. How come so expensive??

i miss my boy very much. The size of my room is acceptable, but the size of the toilet is very small. After i close the curtain of the shower, there is no space for me to turn and scrub my hair or body or do whatever. Not good at all!!

Sainsbury is the nearest supermarket from the campus, it only takes 10 minutes to walk there. The food there are quite cheap (if you dont convert), and a large amount of food are instant, as in put in the microwave oven, ding for few minutes then it's ready to eat. Very convenient. As well as very fattening . For my first dinner, i ate cheese macaroni. Not bad, got the taste and the smell also.

I miss my boy lar. our distance now is like half way around the world. and our time difference is 8 hours apart. want to skype also not easy. i just miss you. how i wish we could celebrate christmas together. I heard that it snows in Bristol! Maybe i shall continue tomorow. very tired already.

Good night London, Good morning Malaysia.

blah.

This is becoming like my blog. not OURS !
so, someone is staying in Ipoh and having fun for a few more days.
well, what can i say but have fun there and when you are at Cameron, don't forget to buy those giant cabbages and delicious maize!

I've got a feeling that this is going to be a very emo post.
but since no one is going to read about this, actually someone will be reading la,
i'll just say whatever i want to express myself.

so going to the uk is really no big deal. not many friends of mine knows that i'll be going there for my studies. actually, i rather prefer nobody knows. Then they will be like :" oh! milk milk, why you fly there also dint tell me?? " or " eh, where are you? uk ar? aiyar, go so far, remember to bring back one guai lou boyfren ah! not rich dont bring back u know!" something like that.

Nolar, actually i really miss my friends very much one. Haha, those so called friends!
I didnt know i was so lonely until now. call people yamcha also so difficult. =_=
so i think i will just stand in front of the mirror, kiss goodbye to myself and sayonara!
There is just tons of stuffs i feel like doing before i go.
But think again, nah, nevermind. forget about it. dont ask.

short post.

Well, come to think of it, i only have two week left in KL before i go on that 14 hour plane to the far far UK. I'm sure i'll be missing you a lot and it won't be easy for us for the first few weeks. Maybe not only the first but the second and third and forth and fifth or maybe for two or three months :/
And thus, starting our long distance half way round the world relationship.

And now, u're in ipoh while i am at home playing Dragonica whole day while waiting for you to come back. Now, it really affects me as we have lesser time to spend together. so get your ass back to KL asap!

milksue.

Kenko fish

Like to be tickled?
I don't like it at all.

like the tickling sensation?
nope. not for me.

But, today I went to Pavilion with my cousin,
and after so much of hesitating and walking back and forth,
in and out, flipping front and back of the brochures,
we decided to give it a try.
at least once in a lifetime experience.

We went to Kenko Fish Spa!!!

you know those Dr. Fish thingy,
where you put your legs in the water and these little fishies will go all over your legs,
in out under above and through the toes to eat the dead skin cells.
Its very ticklish for the beginning, cannot stand until keep laughing
especially when it goes under the feet
but slowly it becomes very very very super relaxing one lor.
and you can feel the little anchovies tiny teeth kissing and biting the surface of your legs.

There is a bigger size of fishies where the feeling is even more ticklish.
This one i really canot tahan.
because the mouth of the big fish are big and looks like this (*O*) (*-*)(*O*)
Its something like octopus tentacles sucking and sucking like sucking lollipop,
and like those thing which you use to pump the toilet or baisin when it's stuck ...
those black color thingy ar...but like a very very mini one and few hundreds of it pumping on the surface of your legs.

I cannot tahan guji one, so i just put the heel of the both legs for testing.
mana tahu those big fish like hungry ghost like that,
gather around that little area and started the sucking competition.
but I really cannot tahan the ticklishness and the itchyness lar.
but it was still happiness for me =)

i ♥ fish

i finally got ahead of uuuu!!! in fish-a-fish, but i think its only few hundred exp difference, and i bet you'll play mad mad to go very very front of me :(

Here am i, trying to blog, although i dont know what to blog but at least i tried lorr, later someone sure say i dont care/ignore/being a bum etc for not doing anything to the blog, and waiting for the stamina for the fish game to increase. haha, dont want to waste time waiting mar...see, my time management is improving!!!

hmmm... actually i thought of many things to write in this first post. but then i went fishing, then suddenly when i wanted to post the things, i totally forgotten what was it. sorry lar baby. you know lar, i holiday for like 2 months, then holiday mar, u know, no need study, everyday eat sleep fish, then no need use brain to memorise notes or whatever, naturally very easy to forget stuffs.

cham lor, i realize when i speak or talk or write things, got the lar/ler/lur/li at the end of every sentence, then after i go uk, cannot speak proper english how?? like noobie lo....T_________T sometimes i also dont know what am i writing also...T_____________________________T


milksue.