more than words

Many things is starting to happen to us
and its only the beggining.
i broke your heart many times.
in malaysia and even in the UK.
i dont know what to say to you.
i know saying sorry dont mean anything anymore.
but i still do it.
how stupid am i.
to not know there is this fantastic guy, who is willing to sacrifice
so much for me.
and how silly of me to not appreciate the things that he had done.
sometimes i am thinking whether i deserve such a good person like him.
i want everything between us to go right.
i dont know how to ensure you,
but i'll tell you that i will be with you.
you have to start taking care of yourself k baby.
you have to start loving youself also.
you know what?
you have a habit of talking weird things when you are sleeping.
haha.
i dint know you have such cute habit.
well, im going to town tomorow.
i hope i can get the stuffs that i want.
you know what?
the heel of my black shoe came off yesterday.
i tripped on something on the floor and it just came off.
i think cobblers in UK are not easy to look for.
hence, i will buy a boots for myself to wear,
and also prepare myself for the winter.haha.

well, thats all now for this post.
stay tuned for the next one.